Thanks to Derek...

So I have always been one to be interested in blogging since it combines my two favorite things: communication and the internet.  I have started many blogs, and all have failed miserably due to my complete ADD mental capacity.

Thanks goes to my good friend Derek for getting me back into blogging, I am hoping to continue this blog as a way of getting my thoughts out somewhere even if no one listens.  Derek, my dear friend, I miss you and I hope that we will get to hang out sometime within the next...sex months, though it seems doubtful.  I miss all of the group and all the fun (yet completely insane) things that occurred.

Switching topics--

I have had very strange dreams over the past two nights.  The first night's dream I analyzed and seemed to have doubts and anxieties about my near future.  Very true, since I'm ALWAYS anxious about things.  However something is strange about the last two dreams I've had.  In both of them there was a large chunk of time where I was back in high school...even though in my head I knew I wasn't supposed to be there.  In the first dream myself and two others were merely pretending to be high school students at the school (that sounds illegal and creepy, no?) and the second one I was coming home from Florida (where I'm moving to) on spring break from Oswego (where I go to school now) and had to go to my high school and take classes.  I couldn't find any clothes that fit the school's dress code and was 2 hours late and kept having my FATHER (who I don;t always get along with) write me late excuses and changing the time.  It was strange and I really wonder why my subconscious is all concerned about being in high school when I'm not supposed to be there.

I've decided after reading some symbol interpretations that it can mean that I might be having "feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about your performance and abilities."  (dreammoods.com)  Sounds about right. :P  I know this seems a bit odd to spend so much time analyzing a dream, but it really bothered me when I woke up this morning.

Other than my dream, we have been doing final setup stuff for Bid Bon, which is tomorrow.  I am pretty excited that it's tomorrow.  1. because I want to see how much we make  2. because I get to be a fake bartender  3. because then it will be over.  Haha, anyway the set is looking amazing, I might take some pics of it today or tomorrow. 

It's been a good day today, actually its a great day!  The sun is out, its about 75 degrees out and I'm just in a wonderful mood!  Have a great day everyone!